Friday the 10th June is scan day, having scaniexty, so worried, anxious, not sleeping well, brain working over time and seems to be worse at night , things are always worse at night though
what will the results be, wont find out till 16th june in clinc withe the prof
results have never been so significant, our whole future depends on these results, they mean life of death really. there isnt a better way to say it or clearer way to show the importance of these results
We need to see that lenny has gone, or is close to being vapurised, as I can only have 8 chemo cycles of r chop, I ve had 6, so only two more to go now
There is other treatment, radiotherapy, I may need that anyway,I just would like to know what to expect, but thats the thing abut cancer, you arent in control, cancer is, cancer is the boss, he says what happens, although you can try and boss him arounbd and tell him what for, ultimately he decides your future.
I would like to be cancer free , I want to hear the words remission soon, had enough of this journey.
anyway more nice things to think about, after the results wont be long till the family holiday, mum dad mand me keith and the little special light of my life Lottie, a week by the seaside, cant wait, walks on the beach, nice food, good company and fun days out! cant blooming wait :-)
...........and this weekend, the boys chairty bike ride, 12th June, round richmond park, we need to get some more sponsorships so if you are reading this please sponsor the boys and help raise as much as we can to support the UCLH , good luck to my fab husband Keith, Dad,cousin Colin, Kieron, Carl, Justin and Dave, we will all be there to support you, photos to follow next week. lets see how much we can smash the target ! current total at £555!
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